Hey all. How's it shaking with all my fans? Har Har. Life is good on this end today. The sun came out yesterday, so all is well. It's a wonder how our elements change our moods. The fullness of a moon, the amount of light or lack of, even the air surrounding us. No matter to me though, can't change the elements so I suppose I cannot change my mood.
For those who don't know (even though I make it very public) it is my 19th birthday tommorow. Don't know how i feel about it. Scared, disapointed, happy, beats the heck out of me. Maybe I don't feel anything. I'm used to being very apethtic about most everything, why not my birthday. Shitty thing is I can't even drink. I'm taking antibiotics, so there's no chance of me getting frunk, which I actually looked forward to. I know it's not such a special thing, but it is my birthday, and they only come by once a year. Lets try to break up my feelings, I'll name something I look forward to, and something I don't about my birthday. Something I look forward to is when my friends and I get together and tell storys about days past and good memories. Something I don't look forward to is being a year older. I( know i've said this before but what am I doing in my life...
Maybe I should just shut up and go with the flow. Well I work today...10pm till 6am. Kinda looking forward to that, being alone for a while on my birthday. Just go over what I've done in my life, the past year, and go over the good and bad times in my mind. This past year has changed me, and i wanna try to realize how. I believe I am a better person, and my little time alone with me and my mind will determine what i want to know. Till tommorow my friends...It'll be a good day...
7:36 p.m. - 2001-05-31
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