Well, you know you got messed up friends when they pick you up while your still sleeping, then drive to west Ed and go swimming in the waterpark. The just wisked me away without even knowing what was going on. Very cool. Work still sucks ass, but hey, what can ya do, school blows, and I am almost at the breaking point on what i want to do with my life. Something will come up though, I'm sure of it. The girl situation is non-existant really, just cause i want it that way. I think I'm waiting for a certain person, but that doesn't mean I can't have fun. I plan to get some play at lush tonight by this girl I've met a few times. Not sex, nothing deep, just some affection. Remember, I'm not like alot of guys. Today I'm going out to dinner with a friend, and going to coffee with a person who was my best friend. Don't know whats going on there, but I'll soon find out. I also think I'm not going to take any shit if it's dished out to me. It's time to start defending myself. I'm not gonna be the scape goat people go to anymore. I will no longer recieve blame for something I have no control of or did not do. (wonder what I should wear) The things he did or did not do hurt me. He is such an inspiration to the ways that i would never ever choose to be. Harsh? Porbably not.
Anyways, I've discovered that I follow the words of Kant, a famous philosopher. He believes that everything we learn and do are derived from our senses, therefore not believing in the soul. I do believe in a soul, but if i believe in the whole senses thing, I can't go on saying I believe in the soul, because the two contridict themselves. Maybe I'll find a loop hole in a couple days, so I'll be able to believe in both. Hmmnn...you say I'm boring you? Ok then, we'll talk about something else. Never mind, I have nothing else to say..
3:40 p.m. - 2001-06-06
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