I have surrounded myself with light. What a beautiful feeling. It's as if light, of all colors cures whatever is harming you. It's like a warm blanket, coursing through every inch of your body, pushing out all the bad light through your toes or the top of your head. I am cured. Lately I've let such trivial things get to me, causing this bad light to stay trapped inside my body. This light from the inside of me, darkened all aspects of me. Darkend my hope, my aspirations, my emotions, my heart, my soul. I figured out what my darkness was, and since released it from my body with a different light, a light to which I now can see my way. It has lightened my paths, my hope, my feelings and friendships, my future, and finally my heart. This experience I believe has matured me. Even though others may agrue this, they can't see whats in my heart and my mind. I have graduated to a new leval of life and thought. I have realized that everything in this world, good or bad, and the experiences that come of this, is to enhance us as thinking beings. Now to say I wish this never happened would be immature of me, because everything prepares us, for what is coming in life. No mater what it is, because of these experiences i will be prepared for what ever the river I ride throws in front of me. I will prevail. I will survive. I will no longer go quietly through my quest. I will make the most of it. If this requires stepping on a few toes along the way, so be it. Because of this their lives will be enhanced, and they shall be prepared for what comes next. What I have complained about in the past, I honor in the present and will be thankfull for in the future. The light has brought me to an understanding, and I know everyone who has stepped on this earth, will eventually feel the same way. I'm just one of the lucky ones who have found this light early on in the stages of my journey. Search for your light, then surround yourself in it. Engulf all of you body in this all powerful life which will bring you a higher leval. I do not know what is after this leval, but i shall be ready and well prepared for it once it crosses my path. I do not believe I will ever reach the top of this, or will ever become the light I so admire and respect. However I shall climb as high as I can in this lifetime and the next. I will reach my own personal hight, and shall triumph once the new light I seek is attained. The journey in itself is a wonderful thought, and keeps me flowing to the next bend of my life, and as I pass the mountains of tommorow, I will keep my eye out for the light, hiding behind a tree or rock, and itshall be mine.
1:12 a.m. - 2001-06-24
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