So the late night ritual begins it's cycle once again. I find myself sitting here staring at a screen, finding the words to wirte which will keep me sane for a while, like I do most of the nights. Words of inspiration, words of raw natural human emotion, words which help me sleep and help me wake up in the morn. The topic for this entry (like most others) is the raw emotion that comes from being with someone. I miss my girlfriend. I miss her words, and i do not know why she has been distant. Haven't talked to her in a while, mainly because she says she is sick (flu). But a part of me has to wonder is that really the reason. Again thinking to hard. It's a problem i find with myself. Dear Jenna, I want you to be a major part of my life and I have told you that. I want to experience many firsts with me. The thing is i do not know how to go about this.. Everything is still so new to me. I do not know how to go through with these things that i want to happen. I need your help. I need you to be there with me guiding me throught the forest of the unkown. Anyways, this is my plea. And till another night where my fingers can not sleep, good night my friends.
11:13 p.m. - 2001-09-02
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