Came in the city last night, and leaving this afternoon. Ryan had to pick up his car, and i thought i'd say hi to my family before my birthday. Got to hang out with my aunt and uncle and 3 little cousins. My aunt and uncle and mom and dad and grandpa and grandma, and even the oldest of the cousins (alexandra), said that i looked like I was very happy. You know what...I am.
This last weekend I hosted my first wedding. I was scared at first, little anxious too, but the bride and groom and everyone there, all 115 of them were so nice, i wanted to do everything i could for them, and i did. After everything was done pretty much, during the banquet dinner, the bride and groom gave a speech. At the end of it, the mentioned me, and the bride got choked up. The groom took over and thanked me and the staff. We did everything we could for them and more. The people i was working with (Ryan, Chad, Dee-Dee, Anisha, Irene) were also a pleasure to work with and to be around. I think this is the root of my happiness.
In the city, i have a few groups of friends, and i do care for them, but they bring me down. They include me in their depression, their non-stop problems, and because of this I follow suit. In the city, i'm not a happy person.
After this weekend, i can say i'm the happiest i've been since i can remember. It's because i've been around positive people. Not to say they don't have problems, and that we don't discuss them, cause we do. The difference is when it's spoken of, it's constructive. We think of ways to fix, rather then to dwell.
I don't really know the point of this entry, maybe it's just to show people that for once I am happy, and that hopefully this stays with me for a long long time. Tommorows my birthday, I'll be at camp, no-ones coming to visit, the excurtion got cancelled, but i'm not sad or upset, i'm actually starting to look on the positive side of a disapointment...Weird...
10:54 a.m. - 2004-05-31
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