it's been a while since i've visited here...few reasons possibly...
#1. I'm lazy (which i am deep down, but i don't think i'm THAT lazy)
#2. Been too much to write (which is a lie, i'm pretty good at giving a "coles notes" version of my day-to-day life)
#3. I'm afriad i'll actually write what i've been thinking these past couple months...(i have nothing to write within these brackets)
*first of all, before i get too deep, here's a re-cap of my life these past couple months*
-I got a new car, which has also become my new hobby. *it's a beautiful fast car* I have good mentors, one good one mostly, who has been there when i'm lost for answers on why it does the things i don't want it to do. He is also there when i need help or a friend. Thank you Drastik.
-registered for school, and i know that the next few years of my life will be consumed by it. I will most likely lose friends, and maybe make new ones. I'm excited and sckeptical about how i will fare, even though i know i am smart. I just lack the motivation. I'm 24 now, i guess that should be motivation enough.
-broke up with the gf. My choice, but for the wrong reasons. I have since been called "emotionally empty" which is probably an acurate description. I still love her, but this is coming from someone who just might not know what love is. (i'm talking 'bout me just in case you are confused)
- got a pet rat, love it to death. I think this is a very small percentage of what it must be to have a child. Having a child must then be overwhelming.
Think thats it.
Now onto something different.
I'm starting to actually try and "find" myself. Finding one's self is a horrible phrase to use. I know where i am at all times and situations...it's how i get there and deal with them that i think the phrase is actually trying to portray.
on second thought, i'll save that part of this entry for a alter date...
welcome back nolan...welcome back..
11:00 p.m. - 2006-06-07
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