No inspiration today, just here to express the bullshit that has come into my life.
I need an outlet, and this is it.
Who the fuck are you to judge? You ain't so holy your self. When i fucked up i apologized, begged for your forgivness. When you fucked up, i was still the one apologizing, and you did fuck all. So proud of yourself, makes me sick.
Or your current life, not exactly the prime example of goodness.
And the hypocrite. Didn't you do the exact same thing as me? Do you not remember your first real love? Didn't matter what other people thought huh?
And weren't you the one who told me I SHOULD do this? Big brother my ass. Either you are one, and stay in the persons life, or you drop the fucking title. You can't be a big brother on every second weekend of the month.
Also, why not confront me? Talk to me about your silly little insignificant opinion on MY life. It's funny how you can disapear and show up with your opinions whenever you feel it neccessary.
WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO YOU!?!?!
It was your actions that took us out of the place we loved, not mine! You ain't no fucking victim, get over it. But no, instead when you see me driving you flip me the bird, make fun of me behind my back, and to my face. I laugh, trying to make it less awkward, still holding on to our past friendship, which meant the world to us at one time long ago.
If i'm no longer your friend, so be it. I can accept your dislike for me. But as soon as you start sticking your nose in my buisness, and are not man enough to talk to me about it, then i start having problems with that.
"You don't know Nolan like I do, there are things about Nolan that you don't know."
Of course there are things she doesn't know, but to use that information as a threat?! Fuck you. I take this as an attack on me, and i will not go silently in the night with my tail between my legs.
This is me venting, these are my issues. If you ever want to talk about this and much more face to face, you let me know. I have no aggression towards you, I don't like what you are doing or your motives, but i will give you the benifit of the doubt.
We can settle this like adults, in a calm and verbal manner, in each others presence, or you can sulk away by yourself and try to manipulate my situation from a distance.
The choice is yours.
8:30 a.m. - 2006-11-08
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