I live in my head, and since there isn't a lot of room up there, it's hard for me to hold entire days up in my memory. So I think it's no surprise to my readers when I say I live in moments, rather then days. I can get lost in them, and a moment can stretch longer than a day or a night, and can also seem like it can span an entire lifetime.
Last night....Oh what a night. There was so much going on in front of us, but it seemed so insignificant when I turned to her. My head moved slowly, and all that surrounded me seemed to follow suit. The sounds around me faded slowly, and in that moment the world around me stood still. The actors stopped their dialog, the faces of the people who surrounded us froze, and even the snow falling from the ceiling became motionless in mid-air.
She was beautiful. Frozen in time and within my mind, half smile on her face *he must have spit again*, her hair still moved, almost floating like the future ghosts cape...light as air. The colors of her face blended together to make the most inviting glow I�ve seen, and even though she too was frozen, she called to me to keep looking, and invited me in to kiss her on her cheek.
I moved in to do so, but stopped, and took one final moment in that infinite time to gaze upon her. Now I was smiling. I pulled closer to her and softly lay my lips upon her cheek. I lingered for a moment, and pulled away slowly.
The music and the action didn't return instantaneously, but returned slowly as I pulled back. She blinked and nodded her head downwards, and her smile got bigger. She opened her eyes and turned towards me, looked into my eyes, and another moment was born. Her smile didn't fade as she motioned her head back to the show, and was still smiling when her focus was back to which we had came for.
I fell in love with her again in that moment, and was almost reduced to tears. I always thought I was cold and indifferent, that emotions were for real people and real love. I thought I was broken, and didn't have such feelings dwelling in the depths of my being. But in that moment, with the feeling that tears could come any second, I knew she was the cure. I have been sick for a long time, as long as I can remember, but something inside of her cured me and killed the disease inside me.
What a night.
What a magical night.
What a lovely night.
I love you Emily
12:18 p.m. - 2006-12-20
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