If any of you readers have ever seen the movie American beauty, you know the character who videotapes everything cause it's beautiful. I may be violating copyright laws here but I feel as if the world has so much beauty that my heart just can't take it. It feels as if my heart is going to cave in, just because I can't take all of the beauty that the world is presenting me. Oh God, I feel the tears starting now, but they do not come. Not cause I'm sad, but because everything is so wonderful. I am in a beautiful place right now, and I wish I could take a picture of it, or record it, and fall into it anytime I feel down. I will feel this way again, but not exactly like this, and that's another reason why it's so beautiful. I am the calm warm center of the earth, I have no worries, my mind is blank, and I slip into the realm of eternity. I feel butterflies in my stomach, just like I did when I had my first kiss. I can't take it all in, yet I try, and it is such a wonderful hurt...This pain pleasures me so much, and this pleasure pains me. To my readers, be happy, for I am in a perfect place right now...
1:54 a.m. - 2001-04-05
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