It's hard to explain something that you do not know anything about. Do situations like these require patience or others opinions? Then again, how can someone give me advice for something that doesn't really exist? Well I'll try to explain my situation the best I can, but it may be a little obscure for I'm not even to sure about what it is I'm writing about. I'm friends with a person I'm attracted to, and from what she says and from what I know she seems to be attracted to me as well. We enjoy each others company, we hold hands, we taste each others souls through the most beautiful act that a couple can do. (The simple act of kissing for those whose minds are stuck in the gutter) The problem is that I don't know what I am in this situation. Am I a boyfriend, am I a cuddle buddy, am I a fling, or am I anything at all? I have realized through many situations and experiences that I require purpose. As Nathan and Anthony have heard so many times, "WHAT THE FUCK AM I?" (Little inside joke) It may be a compulsive disorder, but I need to know where I stand at all times. I need purpose, and in Limbo, where I am now, I have none. So as I await for a few simple words that will give me purpose in this situation, I toil inside this mortal coil, from which I have no escape. One thing I can say, no matter what it turns out to be I am grateful for what has transpired the past couple of days, and weeks. I will not trade them for anything, for they are an experience, for which I also value dearly. I close in saying I hope she knows my intentions are respectable, and that no matter what becomes of this, I wish all the best for her. She deserves it��
1:05 p.m. - 2001-08-14
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