We think we�re all so fucking individual and unique, that we�re all beautiful snowflakes, no two alike. We post out words, express feelings, take our photos and post them for the world to see. You think this is unique? You think this is special?
A man who is brilliant at chess is not brilliant at all. His moves are not creative, and when he makes a play that confuses or beats his opponent we gasp *how magnificent, how creative, what a unique move!�. Guess what, he still is operating in a world confined by rules and confined by moves done millions of times before.
You think your pain is unique, you think your expression of emotion is unique, those words have been written before. You think those pictures are special, just a moment in time captured by millions before.
But it�s you. A picture of your own unique self. There is no one on this earth just like you. You are special and therefore anything you do must also be special. We all have this complex within us, to be creative or be different. We all call ourselves weird, or more fucked up than most, but if everyone is weird what�s normal?
Even what I write has been written before, I do not deny this, but my irrepressible machine of mine commands it to be done, and the difference is I have this knowledge. *AH yes! I am different, I am smarter then everyone else* (coughbullshitcough)
My point for all this? I don�t know. I�ve stopped trying to ask questions and answer the ones I already have. I must lose my individuality, I think to conform is the only way meaning can exist. A group of one goal can be better achieved then by myself alone.
Religion has it right. Get everyone to conform to a singular idea, and just witness how their eyes glaze over and transform to sheep. But sheep can be happy. Me though? I don�t think so.
Maybe it�s because I�ve been drinking, maybe it�s because I had shrimp for dinner. What I do know however is�Maybe I need to conform��..�I�m not fucking special.
11:35 p.m. - 2007-04-18
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