There is something in the air today, something bad. I have interacted with a total of 5 people today, and 3 of the 5 are right pissed. Jer's going off about how a girl is playing with him and he hates it cause she's done it before. Also His rents are controling him. He freaked in the car when we were driving. Went on a swearing rampage, slamming his hands on the wheel, and just all in all upset. Rich is talking about slicing a guy open because of money, which scares me because i believe he is capable of doing so. The other person we won't go into, but today just seems off. It's raining, it's dark, it's disturbing. Happy Birthday to My friend Honeysimple, It's a great day cause it's your birthday, but what a shitty day to have it fall on.
Hmmn, what else. I'm having issues with a so called "friend" and i don't really know what to do about it. Well i know what to do, just which path i should take to get me to this is undetermind. Hopefully as the day progresses, things will get better, people will smile, and the clouds will clear. Seems odd that mood usually always coincides with the weather. The girl I like and I have become friends, but I have to wait for her and her bf to part. Shitty deal eh? Doesn't matter to me though, or does it? Something I have to figure out or meditate on. What else to bitch about? I feel like shit. My work is terrible. I no get roughly, oh bout 5 hours of sleep a day, which I cannot live on. I'm just going to crash tonight because I get today and tommorow off. Lucky me. Well, thats about all I can really bitch about (ya right) but I gotta go get ready for dinner and a movie. Shrek better be good, and I know the food will be wonderful. Time for me to put on a happy face and listen to all the bullshit I hear. Man, I now hate it when people lay there problems on me, I feel like I'm suffocating.
Ah well, who needs air anyways. Actually, think I'm gonna write a little more just cause I'm in the mood, and my friends aren't showing up for prolly about 30min. Just what to write about. Ok, how bout my future. What do I wanna do? Do I have the motivation for anything? I don't know, but we shall soon see now won't we? I mean i'm 19 in like 3 days, and i've accomplished dick all. It's time for me to pick my ass up and do something with this gift called life. I wish i worked at a strip joint...did I say that out loud? Ah well. Another thing to complain about, i got my blood test back and guess what skinny minny Nolan has. High Colestoral, which means I'm more suseptible (spelling sucks i know) to heart attacks. COOL. So I got this, my sinus infection still, and a whole wack of other problems. Another thing that sucks is cause of the pills i'm taking, I can't even fucking drink on my birthday. ARRRGH! my parents think I'm an alcholic, and maybe it's true cause i wouldn't mind a stiff drink right now. Wow, just realized how angry I've been getting while writting this. Guess there is something in the air today...
4:45 p.m. - 2001-05-29
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