Was i fair? I start to wonder now. In the past many months, if a girl asekd me out or showed any interest i'd have a little fun then vanish into the night. It's what i wanted, and i guess it's not all that bad. I enjoy the single life, i really do, but i think it's almost time to start looking or accepting again. It's not time yet, but i believe it will come soon enough.
It's time to give these girls a real chance, and at the same time give myself a chance to see if this heart of mine really does work. Your heart may beat, sending life giving blood to the whole of your body, but in some eyes, living is not just that, but a combination of many things.
Maybe i'll have one or two more none dating or relationship flings, but after that, i need to settle down, have something constant. I miss that aspect of that, not a heck of alot else, but i guess it'll come in time.
On another note, i'd just like to say, i like being portrayed as the bad guy sometimes. And unlike others, i can let go if i want to. theres alot to be learned from me people, (brag) take the time to try.
Cheers all.
1:16 p.m. - 2002-02-15
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