I've figured something out. This world that we all live in is kind of like television. A casual observer might even confuse the two. But if you notice, here the colors are less intense and the people are uglier. Also i see that several minutes can go by without a single car chase, explosion, murder, hot sex scene, or the impossible happening.......Why settle for less, i'm going to go watch t.v.
Well that was my little stupid rambling for tonight, on to my long one. (aren't you the reader lucky?)
I'm tired. I'm tired of alot of things, but mostly i'm tired of thinking. I am the person to pick meaning out of every little thing, not matter what or how insignifficant it can be. I need to start taking things for face value and not read to deep into the lines. I was told that when a fool see's a flower, he see's a flower. But when a wise man see's a flower, he see's everything else. I'm starting to wonder about this statment.
Faith has been a big part of my life, i use faith everyday. I have faith that i will wake up in the morning, i have faith that if we should crash my seatbelt shall protect me, i have faith that my parents shall always be around. Myabe this should be called ignorance, but faith is a better word to use. Instead of looking at every detail of the flower outside of the flower, i should just take it for what it is, something of beauty. I should use faith (or ignorance) to explaine to myself that it is there simple beacuse it was meant to be that way.
Differnet way of thinking, but hey, i'm put here to try new things and experience, i guess looking at something a different way is just that, an experience in it's self. Something that should be done to form my beliefs, opinions, and every aspect. But i realize that i'm looking to deep, and need to just state it as what it is. An experience. (i just love contridicting myself)
11:55 p.m. - 2002-02-22
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