3 entries in one night, wow (read other 2 previous to this if you really care.
This is the first poem i ever wrote, inspired by a song by Jewel. I look back and think it's shit, but am thankful to what it has lead to. Enjoy, if you can.
For the years that I sleep
I still need the light on
Sounds crazy but I guess it�s just me.
For the years that I dream
I still have those nightmares
I guess that's why I don�t get any sleep,
For the years that I�ve loved
My heart is now shattered
I guess that's why I don�t care anymore.
And for the years that I tried and cried for. For the years that I could have died for. You�ve taken my heart and all I could do was apologize for bleeding on your shoes�
But now I�m through�
So as my wrists bleed, while I can�t feed on your love anymore. I hope you don�t see me and instead please just leave me, so keep walking to the door�
So now I can die�
If you want to hold me or kill me or scold me I�ll wait for just a little more. Yet as you can see I need to be free even if I die alone�
So what will it be..?
This is my last dance, this is your last chance to love me till I die. If you want to start new tell me before I go through Satan�s� fiery doors and cry.
Oh God I don�t want to die�
But now it�s too late�
12:37 a.m. - 2002-08-09
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