(i guess i truely am a gemini)
It's a cruel game i'm playing for my own amusment. There are few people in this world whom i truely care for, whether it be family or friends, or the few others that happen to slip through even though they don't deserve to. Everyone else though, i couldn't give a flying fuck about, and in all honesty, they disgust me. People of iggnorance, people of selfishness, people without logic.
Now the game i play with these people, is a strange one, but it gives me pleasure none the less.
He pretned's to be this cute and innocent little boy who wants nothing more than to make you smile. He'll open the door for you, he'll make a joke and laugh with you, but deep down within his mind, he thinks of you as a peasent. A piece of disgusting filth on an already filty world. He's mocking you in the depths of his heart, laughing at your stupidity for believing him. Beleiveing the mask that he puts on.
The king is entertained by the lesser jester, the scientist is entertained by the lesser rats, and i am entertained by the lesser people. I find this game being played the most at work. People come in, and i'm extremly nice to them, even if they are rude to me, and they eventually laugh, and warm up to me. I then go out of my way to make them happy, just to know that i'm so much fucking better then these people. People who think that some stranger will like them as a person withing the first 10 seconds of meeting them.
There are actually customers at work who know me by name, and make an effort to come by me and say hello, or offer a brief conversation. People who think that i am their friend, or actually care about their insignificant lives. These people make me sick, but still amuse me with their iggnorance. Gulible sheep, mindless people, lesser beings. They make me wanna wretch.....
12:45 a.m. - 2003-09-28
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