Welcome to the life of a 17 year old girl.
Smile.
Hope that nobody notices that inside you've been ripped apart so many times that there is no reason to smile.
Focus on what is important for the moment, the things that will fade as soon as you turn your back on them.
Pray that these things will last forever knowing fully well that they won't.
You're not stupid, you just know how to play the game.
Winning however is a different story.
Soon you will realize that it is the momentary pleasures in life that are truely fullfilling.
You will learn to let go, tear down the walls, and become a beast.
When you become a beast you get rid of the pain of being human.
Soon everything will makes sense, wisdom comes with age, and you are getting older.
My birthday advice for you is, live in the moment, do what you want, and know that true happiness comes from letting go.
And always remember..
Smile.
9:05 p.m. - 2004-03-10
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