I now know there is no God.
It�s hard admitting it, and I admit, it�s hard to convince myself it is true.
But something within me just knows, my gut, my heart, my mind are all telling me that I�ve been wrong my entire life.
I�m not depressed while writting this, nor am I angry or sad at this �revelation�.
And again, this is only my opinion, my own idea, not the truth or fact.
Then again the existence of God can neither be proven as a truth or a fact. (If this is wrong prove it to me)
So what does this mean? Does this mean I have to change? Does this mean I will do things differently? Is my life going to change in any manner at all?
The answer is a resounding �no�.
I will continue to be a good caring person, and try to better my life and others who I share the same plain of existence with.
So if I die, and there is no God, all�s good, I shall sink into nothingness and be none the wiser of what had transpired in my life.
And if there is a God, and he is as loving and compassionate as everyone says, he shall understand my disbelief, and accept me, knowing that I lead my life as best I could, being as good a person as I was capable of being.
And if he is a vengeful God, then in the end it doesn�t matter if I lead a life of a Sinner or a Saint.
I don�t know why I was compelled to write this, but I think putting it on �paper� has helped.
One less thing to worry about.
1:09 a.m. - 2006-01-09
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