Did some tarot tonight with a friend, always insightful. Especially when you find out what your subconscious has been thinking all along.
I'm doing things wrong.
I've been taking my time, holding back, not just saying things out loud. I'm fucking sick of playing this way, I should just be able to say "I dig you", punch her in the shoulder and walk away. Although it has been nice getting to know her through writing, I just don't like having to over analyze things. I also don't like that I can be getting to know her with her knowing I'm interested. Losing some potential moments here.
things to change: quit writing and let her know. Stop worrying about her being just out of a relationship, she's a big girl, she can handle it. Tell her. Mad hatter might be a good time. Think ill do it then.
10:50 p.m. - 2013-08-27
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