It's been a while, but i'm happy I took a vacation from this Diary. Kind of makes this post seem more momentous, and indeed, I consider it to be just that.
It's been barely over a year since my breakup with whom I considered to be the love of my life. It has been a tough go at times, but I took this opportunity to persue my goals, work on me, be silent and inward, and reflect at my own desires and needs. I stopped dating, became more creative, let the pain hit me when it came and celebrated when joy had found me.
I commemorated this loss of partner and finding of self with a trip to Astral Harvest. Fitting since it was shortly after the breakup that I went to Astral last year, and although it was a hard go, I made it through. This year though, I didn't have to hide, I didn't have to console myself, I instead allowed myself to celebrate what I have achieved through-out the year. And boy oh boy did I celebrate.
I Danced like no one was looking. I stayed up till the sun was high in the sky. Most importantly, I made some pretty amazing connections.
Through these connections I have given myself the opportunity to date again, and I think I am now ready for it.
The difficult part now will be deciding which person is good for me, and who I can also be good for.
My heart is singing at the chance, and I think I am ready to take that step which I have been avoiding for a while now.
I am excited to get back into chances to make something meaningful with someone.
I am no longer afraid.
2:57 p.m. - 2014-07-07
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